他和她。。

他说：我爱你，我今天爱你，明天爱你，后天爱你，以后的每一天每一天都保持着这样爱你。。
她静静的躺在他的怀里感动的哭了。。
她在心里轻声地对他说：我也爱你。。

我讨厌。。

我讨厌爱别扭，爱闹情绪的我。

我讨厌伪装快乐，带上面具笑脸迎人的我。

我讨厌自己的不知足，让你我都不快乐。。

尝试隐藏真实的自己，原来很难。

不喜欢让你看到脆弱的我，甚至讨厌那感觉。

说与不说都会令到不愉快的事情发生，我已不知道该怎么说话。

原来在一起很久并不代表感情越稳定，爱情越坚固。

原来，我在爱情的路上还是不够成熟。

我毕业了。。

我毕业了。两年的大学生涯转眼过去，换来一场让人期待已久的毕业典礼。尽力做好一切的准备，让这个重大的日子更美好。怎知还是有大头虾的时候，谢谢亲爱的在旁帮助与提醒。

看到了好久不见的朋友们，大家一起穿上礼服上台接受辛苦后得来的荣誉，是开心和骄傲的。谢谢爸妈和弟妹的到来，也谢谢弟弟在面子书上留言的那句“我们以你为傲”。

谢谢亲爱的所有付出和陪伴，辛苦了。他让我自己挑选喜欢的花束，当上我的摄影师为我不停地拍照，陪我东奔西跑提东西，让他累坏了。爱你  ♥

谢谢花到人没到的云和雄，和送花来的薇。谢谢雯，宁，Burnett和康特地到来，还有那可爱的贱兔毕业娃娃。谢谢Jason的小娃娃，谢谢婷小姐的小礼物，还有Ah Bong的仙人掌。。真的有心，超感动的。。

意外的看到磷，丰和真仪，开心见到你们。

拍了全家福，就到处找朋友拍照留念，可惜还是很多朋友没找到。觉得好可惜哦。

这是我第二次戴上四方帽，也是最后一次了吧。真的很开心，很想说：站在台上的那一刻，我是感到骄傲的。

毕业快乐。。

 

 

Can I be myself?

I have no way to express myself, is it so difficult to be myself?

I don’t want to hide but I have to,

I don’t want to smile but I have to,

I don’t want to act but I have to,

I want to cry my heart out but I can’t,

I want to shout it out but I can’t,

I just can’t be the true ME.

I don’t know why I think a lot of non sense thingy,

I don’t know why I keep emo’ing without reason,

I don’t know why I keep complaining unimportant thingy,

I just don’t know WHY, may God know all of it.

 “Just gonna stand there and watch me burn, but that’s alright because I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry, but that’s alright because I love the way you lie, love the way you lie,

I love the way you lie” 

乱。。

我很乱，乱得可怜。我很堕落，堕落得可怜。

不喜欢情绪化的自己，甚至不喜欢我自己，因为我永远是把事情搞到很糟糕的那个。想要改变的心变得无能为力，无推动力。。

不知道自己要什么，不知道应该怎样走我的路，有人可以告诉我吗？

你寂寞吗？我很寂寞。可以跟我说说话吗？

His Little Princess ♥

  "yo little princess..nw exam finish liao..got time to drop u a testi liao...since u beg me so cham...=P
hmm..generally, knew her since standard 1, not very close (can say tak kenal) until form 1..i shifted 2 other skul n we lost contact each other..for 2years+ i think..
I try hard to recall somthing memorable between us..but, nothing..for me..><" dono she got onot leh..hehe
hmm..don reli remember how n y we met back, but our frenship getting closer n closer than b4..since we met back.. she got hp num oso didnt tell me, so bad. tat y we lost contact! hng!
She is..frenly, can easily make fren with other..helpful..n she scares to b alone.. go every where oso need ppl accompany her..so dependant. mayb she is the girl tat need protection from others..but ur willing 2 protect her 1 wo. so nice to hear, say her COWARD better..haha!
I guess she is very desire 2 hav a bf, oways upset bout it..hehe..but don worry..god will bless her..n she will be loved.. always..^^"

It was from him, my lovely dear. He dropped me a testimonial on friendster long long time ago (everyone is on facebook now,so you can imagine how long was that).  And why suddenly I found this? Story begins where I am actually looking for someone’s blog link, as I lost all my links after I changed my template for my blog. I was thinking to find it through friendster because I got nothing from facebook side.

I clicked into my testimonial page and I saw this. I remember I cried when I review back the testimonial after we in love.  The last part was the part that made me felt touching, I don’t know why but it just make me cry every time I read it.

Thank God for being so lovely to me, sent someone who loves and cares me all the time. Appreciate it always, and I love you my dear ♥

乞求回来的爱情

对方说:「 我已经不爱你了。」, 你着急了, 脱口而出: 「 没关系的啊! 我们还是可以在一起的啊 ! 」, 说完, 你忽然哭了, 不是因为伤心对方不爱你了, 而是因为这一瞬间, 你猛然醒悟, 自己已经成为爱情的乞丐 。。【 康永~ 给未知恋人的爱情短信 】

曾几何时，我也曾是爱情的乞丐。从他口中说出分手两个字，心碎到极点。只记得当时的我不停的哭，不停的说不要，乞求他不要离开我。我不知道当时的他是不是已经不爱我了，因为我已经没有能力去判断。。

只想问一句，被乞求回来的爱情还会幸福吗？

P/S: 只是有感而发，没有别的意思。