Can I be myself?

I have no way to express myself, is it so difficult to be myself?

I don’t want to hide but I have to,

I don’t want to smile but I have to,

I don’t want to act but I have to,

I want to cry my heart out but I can’t,

I want to shout it out but I can’t,

I just can’t be the true ME.

I don’t know why I think a lot of non sense thingy,

I don’t know why I keep emo’ing without reason,

I don’t know why I keep complaining unimportant thingy,

I just don’t know WHY, may God know all of it.

 “Just gonna stand there and watch me burn, but that’s alright because I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry, but that’s alright because I love the way you lie, love the way you lie,

I love the way you lie”